The Bachelor‘s Becca Kufrin opens up after Arie Luyendyk Jr. ends their engagement

WARNING! Bachelor finale spoilers ahead!

Critically, give up discovering out in the event you don’t must uncover what took place Monday evening.

Well, that become a short engagement!

Bachelor Arie Luyendyk Jr. beautifully proposed to Becca Kufrin on Monday’s Bachelor finale, but moments later fans watched with delivery mouths as he ended their engagement in hopes of establishing things work with second-spot contestant Lauren Burnham.

Nonetheless — speaking out in the upcoming issue of Other americans — Becca says she doesn’t retain Arie’s resolution in opposition to him.

“He’s a accurate particular person, I don’t deem he’s a monster and purposely did this to harm me and form me basically feel this contrivance. Nonetheless it’s correct the final outcome of his actions,” says the 27-year-frail. “At the end of the day, I don’t deem he idea by draw of all the pieces of how ending things with Lauren would be, how being engaged to me would be and what breaking up with me and going support to her would be. I don’t deem he idea it by draw of, but I don’t deem he did it maliciously to interrupt my coronary heart.”

Becca says she become “very oddly aloof” the morning of the engagement in Peru.

“I correct felt it in my coronary heart. I correct knew it become me — that him and I were going to be together,” she adds. “There had been nonetheless nerves, but I by no technique become too anxious or labored up about it because I correct felt it become correct with us.”

So Becca become overwhelmed when, after filming ended and the couple returned dwelling to the U.S. and commenced a lifetime of dating in secret while the show aired, Arie, 36, selected to proceed her for Lauren, 26.

“I by no technique idea for a million years that as soon as the going started to catch tricky that he would throw in the towel and soar ship and exclaim, ‘Oh sorry, I changed my thoughts.’ I didn’t deem we were at that level in any draw,” says Becca.

“I wish he would had been more honest with me. From the questions I become asking, I’d beget favored the beefy truth. I become clearly blindsided love, Did I miss one thing? I become asking you these objects and also you didn’t tell me. What did I miss? How would possibly possibly possibly possibly I if truth be told beget no longer seen any of this to the extent of how it played out?” she shares. “At one level I asked him if he wanted to form it work with Lauren and his response become, ‘Yeah I beget to are trying.’ So in that occasion I knew.”

For more from Becca, catch up the upcoming issue of Other americans — on newsstands Friday. And behold how things figure out for Arie and Lauren on After the Finale Rose at eight p.m. ET on ABC.