George Michael’s grieving boyfriend flees dwelling they shared earlier than anniversary

George Michael’s boyfriend has fled the dwelling they shared as he dreads the anniversary of the singer’s death.

Fadi Fawaz, forty four, is “wounded” with grief and has headed off to the nation-command.

He can now now not face staying in London since the lights and festive magic he and fifty three-twelve months-mature George loved so great now leave him bereft.

Fadi, who chanced on George ’s tiring physique on Christmas Day final twelve months, is restful scared with grief and admits he’ll NEVER fetch esteem all all over again.

The beautiful artwork photographer opened his coronary heart to the Sunday Possess – in his obliging interview.

He told us: “I’m going to be spending Christmas within the nation-command with some mates. I’m able to’t stand your entire Christmas trees or lights around London.

“It makes me so sad, I lawful decide on it over and done with.”

And of the likelihood of finding esteem all all over again, he added sadly: “There won’t ever be somebody ever all all over again, that is the reality.”

Fadi has moreover vowed never to debate the day he chanced on George in bed at their nation dwelling in Goring-on-Thames, Oxfordshire.

He went on: “I don’t assume I decide on yet one more hurt in my physique. I don’t peek the level in telling the worst day of my lifestyles to the field. George used to be one among a sort, I in truth get misplaced a out of the ordinary man.”

Fadi’s transferring tribute got here as the singer’s family urged other folks to repeat their family participants “out loud” that they esteem every other this Christmas.

They moreover told how laborious lifestyles remained with out George – in particular presently of twelve months.

The family talked about in an announcement: “This Christmas will probably be laborious with out him, but we all know that we’re now now not alone in our mourning the anniversary of his loss.

“Christmas is now now not always easy, lifestyles isn’t obliging and families are complex. So ought to you would possibly maybe perchance well well, in his memory this twelve months, clutch a 2nd and a deep breath and command those ‘I Be pleased You’s’ out loud.”

All over the final week hundreds of fans get left plant life, items and lit candles at George’s Goring mansion.

There used to be disappointment at the reality there used to be never an legit concert or memorial to place George’s death.

Pals and fans of the singer hope there would possibly maybe maybe well well moreover restful be one subsequent twelve months – now now not least to place the tireless fundraising George did for dazzling causes.

His death devastated Fadi, who had helped the Careless Yelp and Closing Christmas wide title thru a series of private issues.

He supported him right thru a stint in a Swiss rehab clinic to fight drug
addictions in 2015.

The couple had been inseparable and George would frequently put up photos of them travelling the field.

Writing poetry about George – who used to be nicknamed Yog – has been a offer of consolation to Fadi.

He plans to turn his ode One Christmas Day right into a tune. The poignant poem reads: “One coronary heart decides to fail, I fetch myself in hell, Now I feel ashamed, One Christmas Day.”

The next line provides that he “hates that day”.

Fadi restful lives in George’s Regents Park dwelling – quashing rumours of a rift between him and the leisurely singer’s family.

Earlier this week he used to be spotted doing errands and leaving the lavish property.

He and George met in 2009 and embarked on their romance rapidly after the big title’s sever up from Kenny Goss, who he had been with for thirteen years.

And George’s family, including sisters Melanie and Yioda and his dad Jack, encouraged fans to be triumphant in out to hottest ones before time runs out.

They admitted it has been a ­“grunt” to hear George’s songs when they’re missing him so desperately.

They talked about: “This twelve months has been a series of unique and tricky challenges for those of us terminate and actual to Yog, now now not least of which used to be steeling ourselves this month, to hear Closing Christmas and December Tune streaming out of retail outlets, autos and radios, as it has done for a long time, incandescent he’s no longer here with us, missing him.

“We are at ‘that age’ and realise that a complete lot of you’ve got had traumatic losses too. Yog, who hottest Christmas, and always hoped it would possibly maybe maybe probably well well snow, would decide on every of you that admired and hottest him, (effective – he is aware of you presumably did!!) to clutch a 2nd, expand a pitcher, revel in his song and assume of him fondly, guaranteeing to revel for your time with, and esteem, your family and mates.

“As we all know, Christmas is now now not always easy, lifestyles isn’t obliging and families are complex.

“Yog shared his song with all of us and many you linked deeply along with his phrases.

“Yet many retain their bask in well-known phrases and emotions internal, as so in most cases they’re the toughest to dispute out loud.

“So ought to you would possibly maybe perchance well well, in his memory this twelve months, clutch a 2nd and a deep breath and command those ‘I Be pleased You’s’ out loud. All of us assume there’s time, don’t we? – but, lawful perchance, it’s later than you watched.

“Hang a obliging Christmas each person and, as our darling Yog would command, clutch care.”

A coroner confirmed George’s death used to be ensuing from coronary heart failure and a get-up of elephantine in his liver.

He used to be buried in March subsequent to his beloved mother Lesley in Highgate Cemetery, North London.

In the weeks main as a lot as his death George had been finalising a ­documentary about his lifestyles, to be aired on Channel 4.

Freedom started off as a story of George’s legacy, but after his death it grew to change into a tribute to the singer’s lifestyles.

Stars including Elton John, Mary J Blige, Liam Gallagher, James Corden and Ricky Gervais spoke of the impact George and his song had on their lives.

The leisurely wide title narrated the programme which left many in tears. His worn boyfriend Kenny, fifty 9, admitted he restful can’t see it because “it makes me take into memoir him being long previous”.

And earlier this month George’s Wham! bandmate Andrew Ridgeley , fifty four, spoke movingly about losing his tall friend.

He talked about he had messaged George final Christmas Day lawful 5 minutes before studying of his death.

Andrew talked about: “That night, despite having shed an ocean of tears already that day, the sheer eviscerating sense of loss sever my legs from under me and, on the deck and on my knees, I cried esteem I’d never cried before.

“Nothing had ready me for the depth of hysteria George’s death ­precipitated. The shock and disbelief had been overwhelming.”